Tuesday, May 19, 2009


I know I've been working on thinking positive thoughts here... and I didn't want to spoil it with a tantrum. But damnit... it's coming anyway.

With the scale not really budging, I decided to take measurements last night. I am BIGGER. Yes, bigger.

I don't think I've ever been so frustrated in my life.

My food this week... impeccable. My workouts? flawless! My attitude? fabulous!

My reward? diddlyshit.

Like I said before. Its not like giving up is even an option. I know that.
But it doesn't stop the frustration and disappointment from crashing in on me.

5 refreshing comments:

Fatty McFat-Fat said...

You can always take out your frustrations on Meatball.. ;) Orrrrr I can borrow mom's beef carving knife. vroooooooommmmmmmmmm

Oct said...

Sometimes we just have to sign and realize that body's fluctuate for unknown reasons ... especially FEMALE bodies. It doesn't need to coincide with that TOM ... it's a mystery that doesn't want to be filed neatly away. It frustrated me too!

And my good thing for the day is ... I give up and accept that no matter how good I've been, some things just refuse to be rushed. I'm sure I won't keep trying to prod things along though ... 'cause I'm just stubborn like that. :)

Oct said...

I also accept that I make a lot of typos when I don't re-read my posts before hitting the damn button. :P

laura said...

booooo! that sucks. ditto on what oct said. it's a friggin' unsolved mystery.

MackAttack said...

BLERGH. I wish I could understand why our bodies are sooo dumb. I have no clue why calories in calories out doesn't always apply. I have no idea....

My good thing for today...I don't take myself too seriously.