Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Fear of bliss

I weighed in today, still 246, which is still up 16lbs from my lowest of 230.
I have decided (again) to hide the scale for awhile. I am perfectly on track as far as my eating. I did not work out last night. Sucks, but it's fine. I get 1 day off a week, so, I'll just have to work out on Sunday now. No bigs!

Well, aside from hiding my scale again. I will also try to do some light immersion therapy. I am going to try my damnedest to do more things that scare me for the sole purpose of scaring myself. :-) I obviously need to prove to myself that things aren't going to kill me. And who cares if I hurt myself a little, and who cares if I look stupid, or if I get embarrassed. I need to do scary things sometimes!
I promise to chronicle those (mis)adventures here, as well.

I guess that is it for now... I'll get working on Fatty to update today. So, look forward to that! ;-)

3 refreshing comments:

laura said...

i can't wait for the chronicles of your adventures! screw fear!

MackAttack said...

Ohhh this will be exciting! What type of challenges will you take on? I think this is something many of us, especially me, should also partake in. So, you want some long distance company on some, you may get it!

Susan said...

Does this mean you'll finally come skating with me?! Fatty can come too!