Tuesday, October 13, 2009

My belly says Browowowwwwwgrroowwwllll!

Dr. Cox: The key to my exercise program is this one simple truth: I hate my body.
Turk: What?
Dr. Cox: Do you understand the second you look in the mirror and you're happy with what you see, baby, you just lost the battle.
Turk: You should give speeches to teenage girls.

Haha so true.


My session tonight was even worse than I feared. But it was SO so SO nice to see Mini-Mack again! I really enjoy training with Bob, but, I really missed Heather. I was sad, and embarrassed that her first day back, and I couldn't show her any progress I'd made. I *know* I am stronger than when she left, but tonight... it didn't matter. Too many drugs, too much pain, too tired. I had NOTHING to give. My stomach was sick, I was starving, my head was throbbing, I was just... useless. :-( Such. A Shame. A waste of a session, too... which stinks. But, you win some, you lose some.
I know I'll be in a better place on Thursday.

Really couldn't eat today, either. I had about a sixth of what I normally eat in a day. My tummy is rumbling right now, actually :-/ But, my jaw is so sore I can't open it more than 1/4 of an inch, and the gums on the entire left side of my mouth are all torn up from all the shots. Blah blah, complain complain!

I know it'll be better, even tomorrow it'll be better than it was today.

I'll hopefully be doing my Chai-2-5k session tomorrow, so that'll help me warm up for Thursday too. I gotta get my mojo back!

4 refreshing comments:

MackAttack said...

you went and trained in the middle of all of this?! Wow, you are really my hero! That is amazing. I hope your mouth pain goes away soon!

laura said...

puppy tallulah just woke me up to go outside... so i'm up at crazy hours! you are a trooper for jumping back into your training already! i know you look at that as a wasted session, but it helped you get back into the swing of things, and that's important when the routine gets jossled a bit.

good luck with the rest of this week, but don't push yourself if you're not feeling up for it lady! :) i hope your tummy is settled and ready for some of those delish chai kitchen stylings!

Smober said...

I love the quote from Scrubs!

Chai Latté said...

Smober - I love Scrubs! :-)

And Laura, we need some more more more more pics of Tallulah pup!